I've been reflecting on this year as we all do in the final moments
before a new one begins
Thinking about who I am and what my resolutions would be
You see the same old resolutions every year.
1. Lose pesky muffin top
2. Go on vacation
3. Be less negative
Don't you?
These are good in fact great, I think those are just my every year resolutions as well..
This year I really want to dig deep & challenge myself
I've thought about this A LOT the last few months, yes MONTHS
I've thought about who I am & the things I'm afraid of
Those are the things I am going to try and conquer this year
it was something I saw recently where a girl who passed
away but had left a 'bucket list' that others were
taking on for her that gave me the idea for one of these and I'm putting it at the
top of my list just for her this year
1. Be remembered as 'the Smiley girl'
that's right 2015 is going to be the year of smiles for me! When I read this on her list it was like a light switch flicked on.. Not something too many people would wish for but something everyone should want! Right?? I know it runs in my family as my Great Aunt was nicknamed 'Smiley' so I've got genetics on my side.
2. Be more vocal, don't be so afraid to share who I am
I often struggle with people seeing me for who I really am.. I find with some it's super easy,
they see it, they know it & it gives my heart immense joy. I get so afraid to share my
dreams & desires. Afraid I wont be able to achieve them & others will think how
stupid I am for having them in the first place. I'm also afraid of my own personal let down.
I want to show my girls that it's okay to fail.
It's okay to wipe the dust & tears off and start over!
It's okay to have what seem to be impossible dreams.
3. Enjoy life
When I was young I used to sit in places at my Grandma's or my Dad's
both far out in the country. I used to be more outgoing and outdoors type
really it was hard to keep me inside. I would lay on my back and stare at the sky or
just gaze at something simple like flowers I thought were pretty for hours.
Enjoying life. Enjoying beauty. Falling madly in-love with all
that God had created for us. I still do this from time to time but I want to do it more.
Relish in nature.
I'm excited about this list!
It's not even 2015 yet & I want to do a few things to make my list come true already.
Since I'm not really ready for the day I wont make you see any smiley selfies of myself and back posting
from days ago just seems like cheating to me.. Sooooo I am gonna share a dream of mine I've been holding onto for
quite sometime!
In my bio is one I wrote but I'm not all that vocal about it and feel I need to be more
I want to travel to Europe mainly (France, Italy, & most of all Venice) so badly
it's been a dream of mine since I was a little girl that only those who venture to look
or those who actually talk to me in depth would know..
I want to see the Eiffel Tower
(maybe pretend I'm holding it up even)
Stay in a french hotel. Eat LOTS of pizza, noodles & gelato.
And Venice, I've always wanted to glide down the streets of water
These are chalkboard letters for my business made just for me by one of my Sister in laws
&&
I made them into a reminder for me this year!
(I'll have to work on leveling up my chalk writing skills now)
Share your dreams/resolutions with me in the comments
I'd love to hear them!
<3<3
Happy New Year!
-Stacey B