Monday, April 13, 2015

Lost & found, it only took 2 years | Wedding Photographer | Hoopeston, Illinois

This is just a quick little Monday morning blog
I hope y'all had a fab weekend!

I sure did!

Saturday was fun I decided to take some ME time
my family's the best ever.. I love them dearly
 but it's nice to kinda take a few hours
sit in a park or walk through the woods
watch a movie {which is what I did, with my momma}
& be me before wedding season & busy season 
officially begins.


Yes, soon I'll be full Mom-tog in motion Yay!


So while I was in Danville this Saturday, Aaron texts me & says
'You'll never guess what the girls found'
I text back & said 'what? tell me!!' 

Then he sends me a photo.. 
A photo of something he bought me
 2 years ago in downtown Madison
Something I lost the exact same day

It was this gold looking
 Letter Press
you use like old times to seal envelopes
or just to stamp at the bottom of a page

I never thought I was going to see it again
it was special to me because it was his idea
because he picked it out & bought it for me
 while we strolled the capital grounds. 

 When he buys/makes or just has my business in mind
 w/o us even talking about it at all, it's just the best thing ever.
 He wants my success & happiness, it's clear.

It's too strange this comes back at this time
of wrapping up all my rebranding..
Website, new logo, shirts & more
 feels like it was meant to be at this time.
It'a little tarnished but then again so am I... 
so naturally, I think it's perfect <3

Incase you're wondering where or how it was found:
It had been in my little girls purse & they were pretending it was some 
sort of pawn & Aaron said he didn't even recognize it standing up
that he knocked it over while playing & saw the E
AMAZING
I'd kept the candles for it this entire time
they've just sat around rather sadly in my office
on a shelf with other random things I own.


Coming soon also from this weekend is a blog on Andrea & I's session 
this weekend. So click that follow button & watch out for it!

Til' next time

StaceB





Friday, April 3, 2015

The Good Friday Blog | My hearts song & prayer




It's almost 9am & I'm still in bed, I'm a mess today
hard to believe I've actually been awake since 6am
but my laptop is heating up my lower torso
not all days are like this.

I do actually have a really cool desk, we {hubs & I} made 
but let's not get too far off track as I usually do ;)

 I wanted to share my heart with you all this morning..

I just finished watching 'my' video, crying endlessly {as always}
for me I don't have to watch the actual video anymore
but just hear this song & I cry


This video/song combination
hits my heart to the core like non-other
to me I need nothing else to be reminded
brought back down to earth 
when I am getting to self-involved, or toiling over
ridiculous things.


I hear God say to me today:
His calm peaceful voice
  ' I know you, I love you -- please take my hand child
& come with me, I want you to be free of this pain, hurt, bitterness
I want you to know just how precious you are to me, dear daughter
Live today knowing you are loved, & love others as I love you'


If you all could know this one thing about me
I claim no ownership of perfection 
Yet God loves me.
I am/do a vast many awful things that God does not approve of
does that meant they are right.. No it does not

God has given me grace.. it's not a grace to act as I wish
although shamefully I do
this is about our creator knowing YOUR/MY
heart, knowing YOUR/MY story
he see's you/me
he knows YOUR/MY struggle
he knows why you/I act the way you/I do
he WILL mold your heart only if you ask him to

I'd love to bless you today, if you are struggling with your faith on this Good Friday
what better day to give your heart to Christ but the day
he gave his life so that you should live eternally in grace.


My Prayer :

Father God,
Thank You for your love
you gave up your one & only son on this Good Friday
so that I could have life
You knew my name you knew 
my every thought, worry, sin
but you gave your son
FOR ME.

Please Father let me give back
let me go into today & be a blessing to my family
all of those I meet, let them see your son in my eyes
& bring them closer to knowing you from just that single 
glance, because you alone have that power.

In Jesus name I pray

Amen