It's almost 9am & I'm still in bed, I'm a mess today
hard to believe I've actually been awake since 6am
but my laptop is heating up my lower torso
not all days are like this.
I do actually have a really cool desk, we {hubs & I} made
but let's not get too far off track as I usually do ;)
I wanted to share my heart with you all this morning..
I just finished watching 'my' video, crying endlessly {as always}
for me I don't have to watch the actual video anymore
but just hear this song & I cry
This video/song combination
hits my heart to the core like non-other
to me I need nothing else to be reminded
brought back down to earth
when I am getting to self-involved, or toiling over
ridiculous things.
I hear God say to me today:
His calm peaceful voice
' I know you, I love you -- please take my hand child
& come with me, I want you to be free of this pain, hurt, bitterness
I want you to know just how precious you are to me, dear daughter
Live today knowing you are loved, & love others as I love you'
If you all could know this one thing about me
I claim no ownership of perfection
Yet God loves me.
I am/do a vast many awful things that God does not approve of
does that meant they are right.. No it does not
God has given me grace.. it's not a grace to act as I wish
although shamefully I do
this is about our creator knowing YOUR/MY
heart, knowing YOUR/MY story
he see's you/me
he knows YOUR/MY struggle
he knows why you/I act the way you/I do
he WILL mold your heart only if you ask him to
I'd love to bless you today, if you are struggling with your faith on this Good Friday
what better day to give your heart to Christ but the day
he gave his life so that you should live eternally in grace.
My Prayer :
Father God,
Thank You for your love
you gave up your one & only son on this Good Friday
so that I could have life
You knew my name you knew
my every thought, worry, sin
but you gave your son
FOR ME.
Please Father let me give back
let me go into today & be a blessing to my family
all of those I meet, let them see your son in my eyes
& bring them closer to knowing you from just that single
glance, because you alone have that power.
In Jesus name I pray
Amen
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